hi sam… im naim from malaysia..
i’ve watched all ur video..and its very heplful and meaningful to me..but to come out from the closet is kinda impossible to me cz im living in a muslim country which forbid homosexual relationship.its really hard to live in this way..i have to pretend to be straight..and the worse part is i have to get marry.i dont want to live in this shit its full of lie..how can i lie to my future wife even i cant find any girl to be my girlfriends..i dont have any attraction to them..its kinda hopeless and sometimes i blame the creator who made me like this..this life is sooooooooooooo shit..haha..
hey sam..i love u..beautiful handsome and cute men..btw i need ur your advice since we got the same feeling’s..what should i do to continue my life?
should i kill myself?? haha its just a joke i love this life and im not that crazy to commit suicide..but how to live this life? u know what i mean right..i dont like girl’s at all.how could i marry them.thats crazy..but i dont want to live alone..fyi i never done sex with any men/girl and im 22 this year.but to come out and it is IMPOSSIBLE men….im not in US..people here are very close minded ahaha..uuuuuffffffff i imagine that i live with u and pier’s together..would be awesome!!!! so that i can kiss u every single morning when i woked up…
your soulmate…naim
Hey, Sam
Don’t know how you feel about the whole situation, but I noticed a while back that if people would be willing to put you up for a couple days during your travels that you might consider it. I’m just going to throw it out there, but if you plan on running through Ann Arbor, MI sometime, I’m sure my friends and I could give you a place to stay. Relive your college days or something like that. I don’t know. Thanks.
Joe
I don’t understand why I got notice of a new post yesterday for what I read months ago. No matter. I sure hope you’re doing well wherever you landed. Let me know if you’re going to be in the SF area.
Wayne
Sorry, Wayne – I accidentally re-published that entry. I didn’t know it would send out a notification. I’m gearing up to write more so I’ve been fiddling with the site.
hi sam… im naim from malaysia..
i’ve watched all ur video..and its very heplful and meaningful to me..but to come out from the closet is kinda impossible to me cz im living in a muslim country which forbid homosexual relationship.its really hard to live in this way..i have to pretend to be straight..and the worse part is i have to get marry.i dont want to live in this shit its full of lie..how can i lie to my future wife even i cant find any girl to be my girlfriends..i dont have any attraction to them..its kinda hopeless and sometimes i blame the creator who made me like this..this life is sooooooooooooo shit..haha..
hey sam..i love u..beautiful handsome and cute men..btw i need ur your advice since we got the same feeling’s..what should i do to continue my life?
should i kill myself?? haha its just a joke i love this life and im not that crazy to commit suicide..but how to live this life? u know what i mean right..i dont like girl’s at all.how could i marry them.thats crazy..but i dont want to live alone..fyi i never done sex with any men/girl and im 22 this year.but to come out and it is IMPOSSIBLE men….im not in US..people here are very close minded ahaha..uuuuuffffffff i imagine that i live with u and pier’s together..would be awesome!!!! so that i can kiss u every single morning when i woked up…
your soulmate…naim
hey sam..possible to skype with u??
Hey, Sam
Don’t know how you feel about the whole situation, but I noticed a while back that if people would be willing to put you up for a couple days during your travels that you might consider it. I’m just going to throw it out there, but if you plan on running through Ann Arbor, MI sometime, I’m sure my friends and I could give you a place to stay. Relive your college days or something like that. I don’t know. Thanks.
Joe
you are amazing person thank you 4 everything
I don’t understand why I got notice of a new post yesterday for what I read months ago. No matter. I sure hope you’re doing well wherever you landed. Let me know if you’re going to be in the SF area.
Wayne
Sorry, Wayne – I accidentally re-published that entry. I didn’t know it would send out a notification. I’m gearing up to write more so I’ve been fiddling with the site.